its 5am+, i can hear the first mrt train already, but i still cant fall aslp. found out sth which i shldn't have found out, and it made me pretty sad and i cant fall aslp. shld have known that this day will come sooner or later, but i just wasn't ready for it. spent the last few hours watching bleach, at least it took my mind off the matter for that few hours..

wanted to come up wif a list of things i wanted to do, but just nt in the right mood now. i really hope i can go back to the past, where i only think and don't feel, where emotions were non existent, where there was only logical thinking.

time to go back to my bleach.