another long time since i've posted... i thought i wouldn't come back here again cos this has always just been a place for me to rant and write out the thoughts that were disturbing me.

went to jc outing yest.. it was pretty ok cos like we kinda caught up wif each other and play some games lah. i don't know why, but i felt kinda shallow. sorta like underachiever.. compared to those who are already having their own business, working, deans list, traveled to far far places for interesting experiences etc.. i haven't actually gt much to show for. Sure, i went to many places b4, but i have learnt nothing much from those experiences cos i only went there, played, den came back. suddenly my horizons are so narrow, i can only see my studies (which i haven't even started on), like a frog in a well. why can everybody else do so many things within 24 hrs and i cant? sian. =/

sch's started. i'm supposed to start mugging..this sem is damn expensive..having to buy 6 textbooks and they cost $167.60 in total! OMG. i better get to resell them again nxt sem..